is sad

i miss him
i miss those days where he used to advice us to steer clear from guys
i miss him telling everyone how beautiful he thought we were
i want him back
i have alot to say. but im just extremely lazy to blog
wherever u are, just so u know, I love u
i miss u
i care for u
u were the best brother i ever had=)

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random

95 New Questions You’ve Probably Never Been Asked!

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my hair

2. What colour is your favorite hoodie?
black

3. Do you like coffee?
no

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
goofy

6. What’s the last letter of your crush’s name?
=)

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
?

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
about danial driving a black car coming to fetch me=)

9. Could you eat your favourite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it?
nope

10. What are you craving?
tomyam from johnnys.lol

11. Do you floss?
sometimes

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
garbage.haha

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
haha no

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
both.i even suck it=)

18. Do you use smileys?
24/7


19. How many bedrooms are in your house?
4

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Yes

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
not bad

22. What’s the last song you had stuck in your head?
rehab-rihanna

23. How many countries have you visited?
2 only=(

24. Are your parents strict?
depends

25. Would you go sky diving?
maybe

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
if he's paying=)

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
nah

30. Do you rent movies?
not really.

31. Who sits in front of you in your math class?
darshini

35. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
studying or maybe out.im contemplating

36. Brown or white eggs?
both?

37. Like rap music?
sometimes

38. Ever taken a train?
long time back

39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
haha no

41. What day of the week is it?
Saturday

40. What was your Lunch?
chinese and baskin robbins

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
studying

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
umm no?

47. So, how about them Yankees?
no

51. Is your hair curly?
wavy

52. Last time you cried?
a month back=)

53. Ever walked into a wall?
i dont recall

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
no

56. Favorite season?
winter,autumn

61. The next person you’ll hold hands with?
i dont know=)

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
rarely

63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
Nope.

64. Do you think you’re old?
no=)

65. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes

66. Do you like your life right now?
yea

67. When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
when i was at some hotel

68. Do you knock on wood?
haha no

69. Do you have good vision?
pretty good=)

70. Can you hula hoop?
in kindergarten

71. Where are your parents?
no idea

72. Have you ever kissed in an elevator?
yea

73. What is the next CD you will buy?
i dont know=(

74. What brands are you wearing?
puma

76. Have you ever crawled through a window?
maybe,cant recall

77. Can you handle the truth?
most of it=)

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
shoes,bag,top=D

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
too often

80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
nope

81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
not even one=)

82. Have you ever tripped someone?
unintentionally

86. Do you use chop stick?
sometimes

87. Are you too forgiving?
yea. damn the weak heart=(

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
nope

89. Do you own a gun?
i wish

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
numerous

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
no

92. Do you like your hair?
alot=)

93. Do you like yourself?
yea

94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
both

95. Do you chat on AIM often?
=) no

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shalllalalalalala

im dazed by him
why can i not see clearly?
why does my pulse quicken?
im distracted
why do i feel so shy?
who arrived and engulfed me as fragrance?
there's a spring in my step
my companion has arrived=)
the lonely corridors of my soul are overjoyed at his arrival
i sucummb to his every beckoning
he is the essence of mischief=)
the life in living
binding my soul in every heartbeat
he quenches thirst, like water
he is the richness of soil
the peak of imagination
present through ranges of rythm
there's benevolence in loving him
in consuming his love
in relishing life alongside him

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Why Now?

i hope my title says it all.
if only you came a week before
everything would be fine

I feel disturbed.the song disturbia keeps ringing in my head
i just want to feel calm.
i need to hear the sound of the waves.
i need an escape
to a beach
somewhere
far
away from chaos
i hate chaos
problems
tears


im blogging crap
as u can see
im emotionally drained out
for now
a hug is needed
and some starbucks wont harm
i shall go study now.

likes you=)

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gone with the wind

I deleted a few posts=)
due to personal reasons

woke up today
felt super moody
why cant i wake up to a yummy breakfast
a soothing song
why must i feel like a volcano on the verge of erupting
life is just so complicated

things that just might put a smile on my sulky face

a bear









roses








my sister








chocolates










thats all for now
so everyone start saving money
and bring me all this things NOW
i dont care how u do it
but do it

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Random quiz=)

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.


Asked someone to marry you?
Guilty=p

Kissed one of your Facebook friends?
Guilty

Danced on a table in a bar?
Innocent

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
Innocent

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
guilty=)

Kissed a picture?
innocent

Slept in until 5 PM?
Innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Guilty like hell=D

Held a snake?
guilty

Been suspended from school?
Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
Innocent

Stolen from a store?
Innocent

Been fired from a job?
Innocent

Done something you regret?
Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Innocent

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
guilty=)

Sat on a roof top?
Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
guilty

Sang in the shower?
Guilty

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
guilty

Shaved your head?
Innocent

Slept naked?
haha guilty

Had a boxing membership?
Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
guilty

Been in a band?
Innocent

Shot a gun?
Innocent

Donated Blood?
Innocent

Eaten alligator meat?
Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
Guilty

Have/had a tattoo?
Innocent

Been too honest?
Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
guilty

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
Guilty

Erased someone in your friends list?
Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
Guilty

Joined a pageant?
Innocent

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
Guilty

Had communication w/ your ex?
guilty

DATING Someone?
Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare?
Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
Guilty

You showed me fake dreams

Im blogging after centuries=)
there's just so much to tell.
I am feeling super light and happy BUT this feeling cant last long cause im having trials on tuesday.
I have not touched chocolates for almost a week
thank god joshua stopped buying me chocs=)
OH and i met may ling after a really long time=)
us at secret recipie=)
i had alot of food yesterday. so much for my diet.
oh yea i made a new friend,mr squirell. he is a sweetheart. one of the nicest guys i've ever known. mr danial azhar. i need to post up his pic to show u guys. maybe next week la=)

i met aileen up for this bonding session and we had a great laugh about the pass and how "someone" use to text me for years expecting me not to know its him.haha
i really miss my old friends and i promise to never lose contact anymore. i've been being a real bitch by neglecting you guys. not anymore=)
me and my longest friend=) aileen


the only thing that keeps bothering me is spm. once that is over, im seriously gonna dance on the road. i'll probably be that happy. and im starting to feel scared and sad about leaving school. i really love my CRY +SS=(

those who know me, im finally over all the drama in my life. my life is chaos free for once
and i've got no scandal going on in my life

recently i had a family gathering. and honestly it was super fun. i didnt expect it to turn out soo superbly fun but it did. sometimes its good to have some family time
yashwon made me laugh my lungs out.

the Most important thing of all
i wanna EAT MEEEEE GORENG. i've been craving for it for ages

so far gautam helped me get over my baskin crave
and danial helped me get over my starbucks crave
now all is left is mee goreng=(



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